Prayers tonight.

Father, tonight I am realizing more of just how much you love people, even those we as finite may not think will receive your love. I had such an awesome experience tonight with other believers and just being fellowship with them! I sit here tonight outside in the greatness of your creation, so quiet right now, and hard to believe all the things going on in the world. Father, I know I have not been as close as I should have since my accident, and I am trying to come back. I need you though. I can feel the darkness all around me, and see it closing in. I know the enemy is trying extremely hard right now to hold me down, and keep me from you. You saved me that day for a reason, I feel as though you are trying to show me what that reason is. Please reveal it to me! Beat the enemy back Lord, protect me as you have so many times before, give me the strength and wisdom to proceed on in our mission. Make the path clear, that I may not sway from you.

Lord you gave us such an awesome experience tonight. We see Father that our family needs you and that you are calling them to you. It was so great to be in the enemy's camp and saying your name and praying for your release and defeat of this strong hold. I know that it is there as I could feel you moving as we spoke and prayed tonight about it. Give us the endurance needed Lord God to keep our family in our prayers, and do as we have read in your word about Paul doing with the early church by praying constantly for them. God you word is not unknown to them, however, your ways and truth seem to be hidden from their eyes and ears. Please open them, move tonight Lord, don't hold back. Show them your love and truth. If the enemy is using this place, and their lives, break them out Lord, set them free!

Father, I know I have come far from where I once was. I was blinded by my anger, and lack of knowledge of your plan after my accident. I have tried all my life to serve you with everything in me Lord, then for that awful thing to happen was too much. I couldn't understand why! You are so faithful and just though, and I thank you for starting to show me your plan! I need that so badly right now Lord. My strength had been running on low to empty. I can feel you staring to refuel me. Make me the father and husband I should be, mold me and make me. Light me on fire, set me ablaze for you! Show me how not to compromise, or form to the world!

God our world is crashing down around us. The governments of the world are so corrupt, and it doesn't seem to be getting any better. Give our leaders the wisdom, strength, and peace to do your will, and guide us back to you. We don't deserve it Lord, but we don't deserve salvation either. Hear the cries, of your people, pour out your spirit on all the world! You say the harvest is ripe? We are here! Show us where, and what you would have us do!

So holy are you! Thank you for your love and peace, and grace, and salvation!! We don't deserve it, but couldn't live without it! In Jesus holy name, I ask these things of your tonight Father! Forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors, and go before us, and continue to bless us, Amen